What Chris thinks about all this

My wife's been asked what I think about being ing in this condition. The implication is that I don't want to live like this, and that Lora's only keeping me around for selfish reasons.

Let me assure you that part of that is correct. I don't want to be like this. No one in his right mind would.

As it stands, I'm here now. God will take me when he's ready. Until then, my job is to try and build his kingdom, and I intend to do a good job.

Or, as the apostle Paul put it, "to live is Christ and to die is gain,"

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